Action, and reaction.

Today, like yesterday, the sky in this part of The Netherlands is a cloudless, pure blue. It is…cerulean. After weeks of high winds, grey skies and freezing rain, and after years of shared constraint — including, for many, great suffering and loss — there is the merest glimmer of the approach of spring (daffodils have bloomed in recent days on the canal banks) and our spirits are prompted to lift again, to think thoughts of new experiences, embracing friends and relatives, journeys and events to plan and attend. Simple but profound and necessary pleasures to contemplate. Finally there is a chance to think of something other than how our governments are, or are not, making life and the future for the rest of us more or less awful.

To the east of here, though, something different is happening.

For some people, hopes are begin crushed, plans made suddenly to seem like yesterday’s foolish dreams. Lives are being wiped away like so much dust and brute force is being asserted as if it were the only conceivable power of persuasion. This shouldn’t be news. It’s been happening around us for years now, decades. We’ve become inured to the sight of Syrian people, of Yemeni people, many others, bloodied and stunned, their ordinary peaceful lives as parents, accountants, shopkeepers, bus drivers, doctors and nurses, brought to ruin by a few individuals — men, mostly –wielding the power they so desperately need and hunger for.

We are all qualified now to chime in, to assert our opinions and give our assessments of the situation — its causes, its likely trajectory, and the best solution for all concerned; after all, we’ve spent more than fifteen minutes researching our social media feeds and a few uploads on YouTube. I do it (I’m doing it now). You do it. We all do it. We can all expound usefully on all the world’s problems. How democratic our world has become! Our voices are finally heard.

I hear Boris Johnson expounding a lot. He enjoys, I’m sure, the fizzy sensation it gives him of worldly importance — all puffed up and then out, with booming, robust words bouncing off the walls into eternity and the ‘history’ books he will no doubt write for the benefit of mankind.

But Johnson, and the various other often-cited craven little men that I need not catalogue here (but including Putin, of course) are the problem, not the solution. Bloated with ambition and testosterone, encouraged by political and electoral systems that reward their useful sociopathy, they view the world and the human societies we exist within as something to control and exploit, rather than the fragile, complex interdependencies that they actually are.

None of this is new, of course. Only, it’s becoming so exhausting. How much more greed, incompetence, violence and cruelty can we afford, can we endure? Yuval Harari recognises that human life, our survival is faced with existential crises – advancing rapidly toward us if not already here – that can only be ameliorated by effective joint action. At this moment in our history, when we urgently need such collaboration, we have world leaders who create and promote division either to bolster their undernourished egos or by such inaction and incompetence that it might as well be intentional. The well-intended ones paint pretty pictures with words, but there’s no follow through. They know our attention, as feeble as it is, reacts badly to nuance. Nowadays, when I see obvious courage and selflessness — in the Ukrainian people and Zelenskiy, for example — I am, (as I imagine, too, are all humans exhausted by the extent of malfeasance in political and public life) filled briefly with a hope I know instinctively is exaggerated by how little of it we have in our daily diet: the hope that we will live through these storms of reactionary violence and emerge as a human society that no longer vaunts sociopathic machismo as the ultimate virtue of our species. It’s the hope of daffodils and blue skies.

Beach

We slept for some hour or so only, before dawn. The night dissolved time. If I were to reconstruct events within the framework of hours, I am sure it would prove a puzzle without solution. I know that just after midnight we left the house and drove up over the cliffs and down to the beach. We walked along the sand. It was cold and there was no moon, only the stars, frigid in space above us; and the ocean, its edges swarming over our feet as we passed between unseen rocks. The cliffs behind offered up only vacant blackness – a beautiful, terrifying blackness that draws your attention and arrests it, erasing all other thoughts but a recognition of infinity.

I took off my shoes and followed the direction she’d passed into the shadows. I remember shadows, lots of them, but there could have been none, only the visual impression of stones and rocks against the sand. I found her perched on a rock, facing out to sea. I clambered onto the rock, feeling slightly foolish. There, holding my balance with difficulty, I put my arm around her for the first time. It was cold, and the waves that crashed down and unfolded before us sharpened the sensation. We spoke, but the words that passed between us were then, and are now looking back, unimportant as unfit to express our other perceptions, as anatomy is silent on the import of the brush of a finger across the hip as it curves into the pubis, or how the smell of skin changes with arousal.

It occurs to me now, although without a doubt, then too: we were completely alone. It seems so ordinary a fact, so simple and unexciting. And yet, without that fact, the entirety of the experience would be made pedestrian, perhaps even ironic, a cruel trick concealing that solitude is an unattainable state except through the lens of relativity and so not attainable at all. As we were absorbed into the darkness, like ghosts passing through dimensions, the lights of houses on the sea cliff seemed distant and alien. We watched them, we spoke briefly of them, but they were not really there. We walked arm in arm.

It is a constant failing in recording any experience at a later date that we cannot avoid the dislocation of event and memory, as if without a second thought our memories are assumed to be not the events at all, but the impression left by them, the footprints of experience if not the experience itself. We reach back in search of essentials. Events are merely the necessary skeletal fragments around which memories are wrapped. So we walked back, embracing, and I remember not each step we took or even the tracks made by our feet in the sand. I remember most of all feeling at peace.

The Street is Their Stage (Gambit Magazine, New Orleans)

The crowds stopping traffic on Decatur Street speak for themselves. Passers-by might glimpse a baton in mid-flight, or a streak of flames bursting into the air.

In Jackson Square itself, the milling crowds take their pick from jazz bands, break dancers and unicyclists. Occupying street corners and vacant podiums, the mimes work miracles with their lithe bodies and unworldly expressions. Clowns mesmerise children with balloon tricks only the under fives can understand.

Jose Eduardo Tama is one of the more recognisable street entertainers in the city. His one-man act that encompasses magic, juggling, comedy and theatre regularly draws the two or three hundred people needed to fill the small, half-moon fountain area near the Moonwalk on Decatur Street. For him, New Orleans has been the perfect base from which to practice his art. Its well-educated blend of tropical and European influences gives him the freedom to develop his talent and at the same time pursue a career as a painter.

Jose came to New Orleans four years ago, to escape the stresses of life in New York, his home town. Although he makes many trips to perform at arts festivals in Europe and the U.S., he considers New Orleans his permanent home. For the more talented street performers, New Orleans streets provide the exposure needed to move on to the more lucrative contacts, such as commercials and private bookings. But in a town where ‘lagniappe’ is the password for anything that doesn’t require an invoice, a town made famous for ‘The Greatest Free Show on Earth’ it must be a matter of some diplomacy to actually profit from what some would be surprised to learn is often a full-time career.

Jose has his money pitches handled. His years of experience have built a stockpile of ‘pay me’ approaches. “Remember, ladies and gentlemen, the more money you give, the more money I have. I’ve given you all I can give you. Now you owe me .” When you’re asking people to show you the colour of their money in public, comedy is essential. As Jose points out, performing on city streets is no free stage. Jose and friends pay $74 annually for a permit to operate.

Even with a permit, life as a street entertainer is not always fun and games. In a city renowned for its liberating atmosphere, performers often find that heckling comes easily. More than once Jose has packed up early because of persistent yells from a gathering of those who have too much to drink. There are also those rules to be followed: one performer, Jose recalled, once spent the night in jail after being arrested in mid-juggle. On one occasion Jose was even asked to move on by a high-ranking member of the church because his audience was too loud. And them of course, there’s the inevitable rain.

In an area such as the French Quarter, however, where almost all events except eating take place on the streets, such small problems don’t prevent the continuous flow of touring musicians and troubadours eagerly seeking fame, fortune and an alternative lifestyle. The French Quarter remains one of the top three locations in the country for street performers. Only San Francisco and New York can rival New Orleans’ impromptu stages and eager audiences.

Throughout the coming months, and again again in the fall, the French Quarter will be the site for a whole spectrum of entertainment lost to a generation of couch-potatoes. Carnival passes, but the parade continues.

Highgate (Excerpt)

“Give her a shove, Brian, for fuck’s sake!” Michael groaned. Claire was very nearly over the fence but her long winter coat had become snagged on an overhanging tree branch and her trespass into Highgate cemetery had been momentarily halted. Not one for delicacy, Brian didn’t hesitate in promoting the upward progress of his girlfriend’s buttocks as she shimmied the last few inches over the iron railing fence. She landed with a comforting sibilance of crushed leaves and disappeared through the bushes that lined the perimeter path The two of them quickly followed. The others were already inside by an point of entry, but they would meet up on the path that ran the perimeter of the cemetery. 

Claire’s plan was unanimously agreed, if not with equal enthusiam. It was approaching the end of October and it seemed appropriately mischievous to Claire that they should infiltrate the hallowed ground of Highgate Cemetery. Everyone who knew Claire realised that the prospect of being able to boast among friends of having carried off with aplomb another risky endeavour was the primary consideration. Hers was the broad masterstroke. Others could work out the details.

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